Anonymous asked:Hi Mae, I know how you felt/ currently feeling abt what had happened. But I think you should also think abt the fraction of the fandom who wasnt involved in the incident and ofcourse the same people that have been patiently waiting for your fic updates. I'm not forcing you or anything, but it'd be really nice if you actually give closure to all ur fics before going on a long hiatus/detaching yourself from the fandom. Please reconsider. Love, A fan of your work.
Yeah, after thinking about it for a while after cooling off, I’m probably going to be coming back to the fandom because I really miss interacting with my readers and other people on tumblr. If I ever really did have to permanently detach myself from the fandom (which is probably something that wont happen anytime soon unless something really drastic changes in my life, I don’t think i’d ever leave for good unless it was something that was happening personally in my life that’s forcing me to), I already have a list of other writers in mind who I’d ask to continue for me if I really had to stop writing.
And like I really do want to continue my fics, but since college started for me, all i’ve been able to do was either study or sleep. I really need to do well in my classes because if I do, I’ll make it onto the dean’s list, and my tuition would be free. I really really want to continue writing, but right now I don’t have any time to :( I don’t want to go into such a long hiatus, and I miss writing so much, but now that my mom actually has to pay for my tuition (it was free when i was in high school) I feel guilty and want to be able to do whatever I can to lessen how much she has to pay :/
I’m really sorry for making you guys wait for so long ;; I know it’s been years since I’ve updated some of my fics, but they’ll all have an ending ;;